im really tired, i have been all day and its 1030 and i cant sleep in fact i dont want to sleep i want to just cry. im so upset and i cant help but wondering what joe is doing. man he's really hurt me. i wonder how he can walk away from me like he does ive been hurting the past couple days and what do i do...i know ill wait like i always do and when he comes around then we're together and everythings fine till next week when hes mad at me again.
what to do i now.
im going to go lay down in bed and pray that i go to sleep but know that wont happen
i know i will go lay down in bed and start thinking and the tears will start flowing and i wont be able to stop them until i can no longer keep my eyes open and i fall asleep...crying...like last night...

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